The following is exaggerated. I don't really think this was (I'm not that negative lol), but this is what I feel others have tried to make me feel. No one should ever have to feel inferior to others especially not purposely. So read this if you would like and take it for what you will, just know that hope can always be present.

I never feel safer than when I'm lying in this hole. I built my bed here so I must be meant to sleep here. To live here. To breathe here. To contemplate where I could be. No, rather to contemplate where I'll never be...who I'll never be. To believe is to admit deceit and to imagine is a waste of time. Wasting time costs us material treasures and they're all that matter after all, right? Naturally we all leave our nest, but there is no sky, only ground. Some are meant to soar to new heights, Some are born to hit the ground running. Others are just meant to hit the ground.